Hello? Is it me you're looking for?

Are people actually reading this? I have a bunch of page views from yesterday. It was funny because my first reaction was to think OMG somebody I know is on to me. Someone I know somehow stumbled upon this and knows its me. I really don't think that happened. Ya know why? Because I don't actually tell any of the people I "know" any of this stuff. My best friend could read this and wouldn't have the slightest clue that I wrote it. Kinda sad actually. I just don't feel comfortable with anyone. Everyone gossips, repeats things that should be private and judge judge judges! I'm sure I do to but I really don't like when people do it to me I guess. I'm insecure which I guess makes it funny that I would choose to expose my inner thoughts and secrets to a bunch of strangers instead. But I guess since I am fairly "anonymous" that my secrets can never threaten my fake societal self.

After a while all the lies get old. I lie a lot to the people around me. It's almost like I cant stop myself. Usually I lie for him, or to feel accepted and sometimes I lie for no reason at all. I suspect that many people do the same thing but would rarely admit it because from what I've seen people hate to be called a liar. Maybe it exposes their biggest secret. That we are all liars. When I was a kid I used to lie and say I had an older brother which I don't. I also lied at school once and said I had a puppy which I have never had. I said it because another kid in my class had just gotten a puppy and I was jealous. I was found out because someone told my mom, "Congrats on the new puppy." Funny thing is I don't even like dogs, like at all.



I've seen this silly saying here and there on social media but now I am laughing to myself thinking, maybe there is something to this. Ironic.

I should do some work.....